9 years of MatPat... See you on the flipside. (A farewell).
Hiya.
I've been a fan of Mat for 9 years. I'm 19 now, so it's about half of my life I've been following the channel, which is... wild to me.
I wanted to start this off properly by saying thank you. Thank you thank you thank you. Thank you for being the highlight of my day for years when I log on and see a new fnaf theory. Thank you for feeding my obsessions with GTLives when a new video comes out. Thank you for making me laugh. Thank you for making me cry (especially the farewell video...) but overall, thank you for being part of my childhood.
It seems now my childhood is slipping further and further away from me, which is crazy, but that's how time works isn't it? The further you go, the more you lose. But then, it doesn't seem to hurt any less the further you go.
One of my fondest memories is when I was a lot younger and tried to explain the plot of the first five nights at freddys games to my grandad and his partner. It was funny, trying to explain off of what little lore we had, and conveniently speeding through the parts about dead bodies in suits (they still caught it though...). Talking about theories helped me make friends, and genuinely, it helped my analysis skills so much that I now make my own theories.
But not only that. I think my love of analysis which led me to my place today is from theories. The fact I can analyse essays so well, draw conclusions from it, and then write my own books too with little puzzle pieces is just... amazing. It's safe to say, it's definitely been a big part of my life. And I am so thankful for that.
I've always aspired to do some form of youtubing, and later voice acting, and that was inspired by you and Markiplier and PewDiePie and all those lovely people. One day, I thought what if I can voice act. That I get to be in an amazing game, and maybe what if MatPat plays it on a video! Well, I'm sure the second part won't come true now, but you know what? I'm happy with that. You may have seen another post on the subreddit where I made a meme about how I got to voice the Marionette, my childhood favourite, in a fangame. She's always been the creepiest to me, and she's made her way into my heart. I may not have made my goal, but I'm darn well on my way. And for that, too, I have you to thank.
I still remember when it made my day when I got a shout out from you from defending Gregbot - a redditor messaged me, and I couldn't believe it, and yet... there it was. Childhood me would've been overjoyed, and adult me was just as happy.
I definitely fluctuated on and off for the channel every now and again, but I never missed a fnaf theory. Ever. I always came back to this channel, never a long break, and I'm sure I always will.
I'm getting emotional (again) now, so I think it's better for me to end this now. Thank you again, Mat, and I speak for everyone here when I say I hope you have the best retirement, and enjoy yourself. I'm sure life has some wonderful surprises for you, and honestly, you deserve it. You've made a wonderful impact on the community, and my life. I know it's odd to say that about someone I don't know, a youtuber no less, but I think it's more than that. I think we do create bonds beyond human comprehension.
And I find that wonderful.
Thank you,
Eowyn ✨️